Writings Of A Rainbow

“I Submit”

Dark fears surround me
I know you are near
Willing me to surrender
I’ve fought against you
Fought against myself
Resisting temptation
For a lifetime
My heartbeat deafens me
You’re closer now
I run, I stumble, I hide
Still you find me
And I finally submit
You smile for a moment
Enjoying my shame
Then the dance begins
My body trembles
Aching to be used
Aching to use you
I cry out for salvation
With every thrust
Again and again
Harder, faster
Again and again
An unholy union
Secret, deadly
I scratch
You bite
I scream
You drink
My heartbeat slows
Becomes quieter
My soul flees
I am lost forever
Blood flows freely
Onto bruised lips
Parted, eager
My mouth fills
I have no choice
I swallow